I know it was fake BUT :D

WHOA! gw seneeeng bangeet! banget banget! :DDD sore tdi ii gw punya anak bawa sesuatu yang membuat gw cukup terkesan..
Pertamanya ditanya klo gw bisa gak ngerakit ngerakit gtu? trus gw rada males jawab jadi gw blang "tergantung apa dulu yg dirakit tapi klo skrng lagi males ngerakit - rakit gtu" trus kko spupu gw kek kecewa gtu "yah, padahal kko mnta bantuan km buat pasangin ini buat calon istri kko lo.."


"emang apa?"


"ngerakit bintang bintang gtu ntar klo gelap keren banget jadinya"


(terbelalak kaget)


"Hah?! mana mana mana?? mauuu sinii ak rakiiit!"


trus pas gw liat box nya, trnyta kereeen jadinya! dan gw malah kesenengan.. :D walopun agak sedikit rumit bkinnya tapi gw enjoy krna gw gaksabar buat liat hasil akirnya :D


mungkin ini ada bbrpa fotonya tpi keknya rada kurang jelas

Titik" yg ada dblkng lampu itu adalah bintangnya :)

1 kamar gw penuh sama gambar bintang..dan gw sangat menikmatinya..walaupun gw tau itu hanya mainan yg menampilkan bintang-bintang palsu..


Tapi gw yakin bintang yg sesungguhnya akan muncul suatu saat nnti dan memenuhi ruang langit yg gelap gulita :) 


there is still hope.

i dont wanna cry :'(

Someone seems likes you .. I'm just guessing and not sure but it looks like it .. 

 

to be honest, I'm afraid.  

She's my friend and She's very kind.. I dont want to hurt her because she looks plain.  

but, on the other hand I'm afraid of losing you :'(

i have to FIGHT!

Menjalankan hidup gw yang skarang bisa dibilang gak gampang.. Hidup gw yg skrng adalah hidup dmna gw harus diproses menuju ke kedewasaan..Banyak banget kegiatan yg gw ikutin, dan dri setiap kegiatan ada komitmen yg hrus gw jalankan..

Di sisi lain gw juga harus sekolah, belon lagi sekolah gw tuh numpuk tugas! ulangan jugaa berentet nunggu dpan gerbang gw..ckkck = = DAN gua juga harus rajin" spya nilai gw bisa bagus spya bisa masuk IPA..duuuh! stress keknya ya klo diliat? memaang! DAN LAGI, libur lebaran bgini, banyak tugas yg hrus gw lakukan slah stunya PR MAT yg nomernya ada 50 nomer LEBIH...ampun" dah.. gw juga ikut yg nmnya kegiatan OSIS, dan jujur aja gw pengen banget bsa dipilih wakil ketua osis suatu saat nnti tpi si jgn skrng ya soalnya gw masi gaktau apa" soal kegiatan SMA gw ini.. sebenernya gw kepinginnya jadi ketua, tpi gw melihat kondisi gw yg padet mnjdi wakil gw sudah sangat bersyukuur... hehehe

Awalnya gw putus asa, krna takut gw gakbkal bisa nyelesein SEMUAA ITUU..ARGH...OYAAH! gw juga mmpunyai masalah pribadi dan kluarga yg HARUS gw selesaikaan... ):

Tapi gw bersyukuur banget, dengan adanya firman Tuhan pda sore hari ini, gw dikuatkan :) dan firmannya PAS bangeet...gw pengen terimakasih ma Tuhan krna Dia menghibur gw disaat gw stress! hahahha
Firman itu mengatakan "Jika kamu BERTAHAN sampai akhirnya kamu akan selamat" hmm, ya kira" seperti ituudee... kata kuncinya adalah bertahan, gw hrus peraang sama smua beban ituu, dan gw malah hrus bersyukur ma Tuhan udah ngasih itu semua, krna Tuhan kasi gw LATIHAN spya gw bisa trus diproses menjadi anak yg bijaksana, dan gw bsa menghasilkan buah yg banyak :)

one

There was only one star appeared :) .. although it was just one, for me thats enough.

cos only one star, i still can make a wish... my biggest wish... :)

a half story of mine

HOAAAM, malem-malem gini enakkan sih tiduur tapi gw lebih memilih melek spertinyaa :( karena mata gw tidak mau disuruh menutuup...hehehe
Hmm, okeeey gw mau cerita-cerita aja tentaang 'gw' sbenernyaa...

Gw sebenernya dilahirkan dengan 2 tipe nama yang berbeda...jadi, bokap gw pengen nama gw 'sonia' sedangkan nyokap gw pengen nma gw itu 'sonya'...hhha yaaap, emang gak beda jauuh tpi itu sbnrnya juga sangat berpengaruuh, krna klo nama gw akirnya 'sonia' gw gak perlu dipanggil nyaaak! lgii....hahaha
Yaaaah tpi apa boleh buaat, Tuhan menghendaki gw untuk dipanggil 'nyak' ckckck...
walopun bgtu, gw suka bangeet sama nama gw itu :)

Dan yg kedua, gw adalaah anak yg sangaat cengeng...hmm, gw si gak bangga ya tpi itulah faktaa. jujur susah dijelaskan tpi mudah dipraktekkan :) hehhee

Dan yg ketiga, hal yang paling gw benciii dalam hidup gw adalaah, ketika gw harus mendengarkaan bonyok gw bertengkar, dan gakbisa memberikan pengertian yang baiik kpda mereka, walopun gw sudah berusahaa :'(
Jujur aja, gw bersyukur dengan masalah yg ada disekitar gw..krna dri masalah masalah itu gw belajar..
ada satu temen gw crta tntng mslah hidupnya, dan dia blng klo hidup dia itu sial bgt gak kek gw yg tentram tanpa ada mslah..tpi gw kasitau ke dia, maslah dia tuh masih lbih kecil dbnding mslah yg gw adepin slama bertaun" ..tapi gw bljr dri masalah itu, krna gw tau suatu hari nnti itu bakal jdi bekal hidup gw :)

so memorable

Gw kangeeeen banget sama 9.3 :'( ..do u all still remember this?

And also our last meeting??

Gw kangeen banget sama kelas tercinta gw yg satu ini :( kelas 9.3 

Gw cuma mo bilang ke kaliaan klo kaliaan tuh hebat bangeet! dan thankyouu ya buat kenangan kenangaan indaah nyaa yg sampe skrng gak pernah gw lupaiin itu :') and don't forget each other, also keep in touch yaaa :) 

i hope we can still in touch forevaaaaa!! :DD

i'm afraid

Something make me worry everyday... : '
It is cos im afraid :'( afraid of something...important for me...

Love is...

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” —1 Corinthians 13:3-8a

Yeaaah, i found that verse... just think, people can not love someone as God loves us :)

Harii yg aneeeh - -''

Harii iniii tuh aneeeh de! suaraa gw jadii makin nge-bass dibanding kemareen...trus, tadii gw merasakaan kepala gw puyeng" tanpa sebab..Dan, napsu makan gw hari ini juga menuruun drastiss! trus skrng, internet gw rada" eror gtu, gakbisa buka ini dan ituuu, tapi anehnyaa fb, twitter, dan blogger masii bisa dibukaa lo :o ckckckk

sunggguh aneeeeeeh...kenapa ya hari ini aneeh? hhhhhfffffhhhhhhh

Terus, besok gw kesekola buat ikut upacaraa doang, tpi udah gtu gw berencana nntn harpoot aah! tapii gak ada satupun temen gw yg mo nemeniin :'(  karena semuanyaaa sudah nntn film itu...tapi yasudahlaah ;) mau diapakan lgiii?

DNA - CINTA INDONESIA

Hari ini?

Hari ini Senin 15 agustus.. 

Gw gak melihat tanda-tanda munculnya bintang malam ini :(

Hmmmm.. kapan ya gw bisa melihat banyak bintang? gak cuma 5-7 bintang doang yg bisa gw liat?

Tapi keknya, kondisi gw yg sekrang ini sprti halnya bintang" yg sllu bersembunyii...mereka seakan seprti main petak umpet..bintang-bintang itu slalu menunggu supaya mereka ditemukan, tpi sedikit sekali dari mereka yg ditemukan :(

kenapa ya gw suka banget sama bintang? Hmmm, sbnrnya ada cerita dibalik semua itu...

This is mine...

when i feel bored and lonely, i always make a star from my both hands

Bruno Mars - Count on Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
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Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

By My Side - David Choi

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,

I am waiting as the time goes by.

I think of you with every breath I take,

I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.

You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,

I just wanna kiss you,

I just wanna love you all my life.

I normally wouldn't say this,

but I just can't contain it.

I want you here forever,

right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside,

and all the tears you cry,

they're ending right here.

I'll heal your heart and soul;

I'll keep you oh so close.

Don't worry; I'll never let you go.

You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,

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I just wanna kiss you,

I just wanna love you all my life.

I normally wouldn't say this,

but I just can't contain it.

I want you here forever,

right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.

I got a stubborn heart for you.

Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.

I didn't think that it would be,

you have made it clear to me.

You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,

I just wanna kiss you,

I just wanna love you all my life.

I normally wouldn't say this,

but I just can't contain it.

I want you here forever,

right here by my side.

one thing...