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Thursday, September 29, 2011

Sang Pianis

Seorang ayah yang memiliki seorang putra berusia 5 tahun, memasukan putranya tsb ke sekolah musik untuk belajar piano. Ia ingin melihat anaknya kelak menjadi seorang pianis terkenal.

Beberapa lama kemudian, di kota tsb datang seorang pianis yang amat terkenal. Dan dalam waktu singkat tiket konsernya terjual habis. Sang ayah juga membeli 2 tiket untuk dia dan anaknya.



Saat pertunjukan belum dimulai si anak kecil ini pun tidak bisa duduk diam, ia berjalan kesana kemari dan kemudian ia menyelinap ke belakang panggung.

Dan ketika lampu mulai diredupkan karena konser akan segera dimulai, sang ayah terkejut menyadari bahwa putranya sedang berjalan di atas panggung dan menghampiri piano yang diperuntukkan sang pianis. Tanpa rasa takut anak itu duduk dan mulai memainkan sebuah lagu sederhana, yaitu: Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. Operator lampu sorot begitu mendengar suara piano, mengira sang pianis telah memulai memainkan piano dan konser telah dimulai, segera si operator menyorotkan lampunya ke arah panggung.


Seluruh penonton terkejut, melihat yang di panggung hanyalah seorang anak kecil.


Sang pianis bergegas naik ke panggung, tapi ia tidak marah, bahkan ia tersenyum dan berkata "Teruslah bermain, nak." Demi mendengar perkataan sang pianis si anak meneruskan permainannya dengan lebih bersemangat.


Sang pianis kemudian duduk disamping anak itu dan mulai menekan tuts-tuts piano untuk mengimbangi permainan anak itu. Sang pianis mengisi kelemahan-kelemahan permainan piano si anak, sehingga terdengarlah sebuah permainan piano yang amat indah dari sebuah lagu yang sederhana. Bahkan mereka seakan menyatu dalam permainan piano tersebut.


Ketika mereka berdua, sang pianis dan si anak, selesai memainkan lagu tersebut, seluruh penonton menyambut dengan tepuk tangan yang amat meriah.


Si anak mengira bahwa tepuk tangan diperuntukkan ke dirinya dan ia berpikir, "Hebat aku ini, baru belajar piano beberapa bulan saja sudah hebat!"


Si anak tidak sadar bahwa yang disoraki penonton bukan hanya dia saja tetapi lebih kepada sang pianis, yang telah mengisi semua kekurangan permainan pianonya dan menjadikan permainannya menjadi sempurna.


Sering kali kita bangga degan segala rencana dan pekerjaan hebat yang kita buat. Hasil-hasil dan prestasi-prestasi besar yg telah kita capai. Dan kesemuanya menjadikan kita terlena, cepat berpuas diri & menganggap diri kita hebat. Menganggap bahwa kitalah yang melakukan itu semua.


Seperti anak kecil itu, kita sering lupa, tanpa Tuhan disamping kita, Tuhan yang menutupi kelemahan kita dan kekurangan kita dengan kasih karunianya maka apa yang kita lakukan adalah sia-sia.


Tuhan yang duduk disamping kita yang memainkan "tuts-tuts piano" dalam kehidupan kita, sesederhana apapun yang kita lakukan, akan menjadi hebat dan baik, bukan saja untuk diri kita sendiri tapi juga untuk orang-orang di sekitar kita.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

never stop

Gw sibuuuuuuukkk bangeeet x( duuuuh tugas tuh numpuk deadlinenya dibulan November! Dan sedangkan otak gw ini butuh relax skiranya sebulan! huehuehue.... 
And i always think bout him while i was preparing my project..i dont know why.. itu selalu membuat gw berpikir kalo gw hrus belajar fokus...it is hard but i just thought that i have to.. 

But when i asked myself why i always think bout him, i relized that i want to see his face? his smile..

Friday, September 23, 2011

I have A BIG DREAM and THIS IS MY PLAN!

Gw udah lama banget punya mimpi...mimpi gw itu, gw kepengen banget bantu orang yang kekurangan, gakbisa makan, dan orang-orang yang terserang HIV/AIDS..Tapi gw selalu mikir, gimana ya caranya? keknya buat anak seumur 13 tahun waktu itu mustahil.. Dan akhirnya gw abaikan dan cuma bisa gw pendem dan tidak berkembang.. 

Tapi suatu hari, pada Jumat 2 minggu yang lalu, tepatnya tanggal 9 September 2011, pembimbing youth gw bercerita tentang kisah seorang bocah berumur 11 tahun yang karena nonton video nya Mother Theresa, dia jadi terinspirasi buat bantu orang-orang yang terserang HIV/AIDS di ZAMBIA..anak itu bernama Austin Gutwein.. Austin itu dari umur 9 tahun, kepengen banget ikut tim basket di sekolahnya karena mimpinya yaitu menjadi tim NBA, soalnya dia pengen banget keliling dunia melalui tim NBA. Tapi dia selalu gagal untuk masuk tim basket. 

Singkat cerita dia gak putus asa berkat Mother Theresa, dengan talenta basket dia, dia buat suatu organisasi ketika dia berumur 14 tahun yang sekarang dikenal dengan nama HOOPS of HOPES, yaitu dengan free throw, mereka telah menyumbang untuk orang-orang HIV/AIDS di Zambia .. dan secara gak sadar Austin udah berkeliling dunia melalui Hoops of Hopes..dan dia masih dipakai oleh Tuhan hingga usianya yang ke-17 ini..


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Dan setelah gw mendengar kisah bocah tersebut gw kek diingatkan dengan mimpi gw yang gw pendem itu..Lalu gw mikir, anak umur 14 tahun aja bisa buat sesuatu yang WOW! kenapa gw yang udah gede begini gakbisa? 

tapi setelah beberapa hari kemudian, gw mulai redup lagi karena gw merasa gw gak sanggup tapi gw KEPENGEEN bangeet.. Di lain sisi gw juga bingung, gimana ya caranya??! 


Tapi kemudian hari ini gatau kenapa bisa terlintas lagi..dan keinginan itu bener-bener memuncak dan sesuatu berbisik ke diri gw, 'you have do something, Sonya!' dan pada akhirnya gw mencari segala informasi yang ada di internet tentang negara yang kira-kira butuh pertolongan karena tingkat penderita HIV/AIDS yang sangat tinggi.. dan gw memilih ZIMBABWE. 

Dan gw akan berencana menceritakan rencana gw ini ke beberapa temen gw yang kira-kira mereka juga berniat :D

Gw tau ini sangat sulit...sangaaat sulit! tapi, gw tau kok Tuhan ada disamping gw, Dia yang bakal membuat semuanya itu mungkin! 

So, beri gw dukungan yaa!! ;D wait for the next developments guys!!!






"This is something that I realized that if you do just the littlest, littlest thing, you can make a difference, and that's what I'm trying to do," says Austin Gutwein..

Shoots of Hopes!!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Trust

I believe, all of people in this world want to be together with someone they love..so do I...
But sometimes, how much you love someone, there will be times that someone you love seems doesn't care.. and most of people who have this problem usually they have a misunderstanding..

And honestly, i have a similiar problem i think... But i have to understand because i don't know what the exactly is going on.. 

But all i know is, he loves me..although i don't know how much he loved me..

Glee - I look to you




I really love this song :')

The Man Who can't be Moved



The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved 

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am? "

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

[Chorus:]
'Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move






Saturday, September 17, 2011

3 apples

STEVE JOBS!!! bertahanlaaaaaah! huhuhuhuhu :'( walopun gw gak pernah pake APPLE dan gw gak pernah memiliki produk Apple, tapi setidaknya gw ngefans sama Steve Jobs :( soalnya dia lebih ganteng daripada Bill Gates..hahhaha :P tapi Steve Jobs itu emang patut dicontoh.. (Y)

Friday, September 16, 2011

When you believe

Gw udah tau lagu ini lamaaa bangeet, tapi gw baru menyadari sekarang kalo liriknya itu sangat bermakna dan pas banget buat kondisi gw sekarang.. dan lewat lagu ini, masalah yang menjadi kendala gw sekarang, gw yakiin dan gw harus percaya ma Tuhan kalo gw bisa tuntasin semuanya dengan sukses! :'D


Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood


Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could




There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe




In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away


Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say


There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe




They don't (always happen) when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
(A small but )still resilient voice
Says (hope is very near)
(Ohhh)


There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe


You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believe~

4 stars

I haven't seen stars these past few days... cos im too busy :( i have lots of deadline at school, and i have to manage the time correctly..And i think, the right time to relax is at night.. 

just for an hour ago, i checked the dark sky, i searched for a star.. THEN, I FOUND IT! just one ._. but it makes me feel a bit comfortable this night.. then i turned my body slightly, hopping there will be stars behind me.. and ITS TRUE! 2 stars appeared, then i turned slightly again, then i saw 1 star..

Aftrer that, my mind wants me to make a wish - don't know why i want to do this.. hmm- i know there wasn't any shooting star but i just want to... then, i closed my eyes.. 

Then, there was something in my mind, something that i want to wish for.. a wish that i still keep until now and always be... 

also, i want to say that i miss you :'  , would you stand in front of me just for a minute? so i feel a bit comfortable at least, from my busy day... can i?

awwww!!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

"I'm Here" 2010 a short film by Spike Jonze

I just found a video from Youtube which is this movie is so touching.. cos there is an important meaning that you guys must know in this life, what the truly and sincere love is...   :'


Here is a movie's short synopsis :

Sheldon (Andrew Garfield) adalah robot. Hidup sendiri dan bekerja di sebuah perpustakaan, ia menjalani kehidupan yang boleh jadi terasa membosankan. Namun kita bisa melihat semangat di diri Sheldon, sebuah keinginan untuk keluar dari rutinitas. Sheldon membutuhkan petualangan, atau setidaknya seorang teman. Suatu hari di sebuah tempat pemberhentian bus, Sheldon bertemu Francesca (Sienna Guillory), robot perempuan yang sialnya sedang diteriaki nenek-nenek tua renta, "You can't drive a car," sahut sang nenek memarahi Francesca, "you're not allow to drive a car!" Francesca adalah robot pembangkang, ia tak menghiraukan ocehan sang nenek dan segera tancap gas dengan mobilnya. Sheldon yang kikuk hanya bisa memandang kagum atas keberanian Francesca. Kedua robot itu akhirnya bertemu kembali di kemudian hari, untuk lantas menghabiskan waktu bersama, hingga akhirnya saling jatuh cinta. Tentu saja bukan cinta namanya jika tak ada pengorbanan. Francesca adalah robot yang ceroboh, dan kecerobohannya mengharuskan Sheldon untuk berkorban.




The best part of this film for me, "No you don't, because i had a dream last night and in my dream you needed a leg and everyone in the world was trying to give you their leg, but i really wanted you to have mine. In my dream you picked my leg, it made me so happy...and it was the best dream in the history of dreams."


:')

Right Here, Right Now



Can You imagine?
What would happen?
If we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then i would thank that star
That made our wish come true
(come true) oh yeah
Cause he knows that
Where you are is where
I should be too

Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I'll promise you Somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other
Day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

If this was forever,
What could be better?
We already proved it was
But that two thousand one hundred
twenty three hours,
Blend in the universe
Gonna make everything
In our whole world change
(it's our change, yeah)
And you know that
Where we are
will never be the same oh no

Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I'll promise you Somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other
Day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

Oh we know it's coming
And it's coming fast
(As long as there's
You and me)
(Oh yeah)
So lets make the our
Second last, make it last!

Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I'll promise you Somehow that tomorrow
Can wait for some other
Day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me
(you and me)

Ohh you and me

But right now there's you and me

Can I Have This Dance



[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance

Monday, September 12, 2011

a busy week :(

Hmmm, there are so many homeworks, projects, and exams this week and next week i have a mid test...
I feel a little pessimistic..cos i afraid if i can't handle it and then fail..

Oh God, give me strength and fortitude so that i don't like to complain :)


Saturday, September 10, 2011

thankyou :)

i never thought you are brave..and i never thought that this will happen.. 
huh, am i dreaming? cos i really really didn't believe what i heared and saw.. :) but honestly, i was fascinated.. and i wanna once again say '' thankyou very much for the toy flower, i love it :) '' . because no one ever did it just for me.

hahaha im thinking that you are mysterious for me...you are difficult to predict hmmm... 

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

mix feelin'

is it good if someone has a mix feeling? for me, it depends..

Mix feeling just make me an abstract feeling that make me confuse.. :(

Sunday, September 4, 2011

NOOOOOOOOO!!!

:'( this afternoon my mom said that she planned to sell my house.. when i heard that, i thought it was okay cos i knew that we will move to perbun..BUT my mom continued, "we will move to puri kencana!" 

AARRGHHH to be honest, i prefer to live here rather than PK....ouuufghh, cos i already 'pw' here..
cos i have many friends here and its easy to go somewhere,
and the important one is, i have so many many memories in this house..SO MANY.. :(

Huufgghhh, i wish >.< 

i wish my mom's plan will never happened, pleaseeee (>.<)!

just thought, 'how cruel i am? :( ' but honestly, its very hard to leave my house...

Saturday, September 3, 2011

aiisssh! how boring i am - -

hhaarrrrghhh, i dont know what i have to do now.. :o so boriiinnnnggg -o-
actually, i have to study cos next thursday i will have math first test, and most of my friend who have taken the test said that the exam was very difficult! aarrghhhh :'( 
today im not feel like doing anything (lazy song - bruno) hahahhaha does anybody know what activity that can make my feeling better?

i decided to take a pic on cameroid to decrease my bored feeling :D